If you might not know, I lost my dad a month ago. Writing this, I don't mean to exaggerate how sad I am or how I need attention from people. I just want to share about my feeling going through all of this and basically, I need a platform to write down all of my thoughts here since it's my blog.
Since my dad was gone to the better place up there, a lot of things changed in my life. Until now, I feel that the situation right now is still sureal and I can't believe it happened this way.
If you ever watched a movie about children whom had no idea what's happened then suddenly when they got home and found out that there's yellow flag hanging in front of your house and it happened that your parent, either mom or dad or both, passed away and they broke into tears because they were clueless about those things, well, that situation exactly same with mine. The difference is what happened to me was real and you have no idea how that incident still haunts me 'till right now.
I'm not yet ready to tell you about the situation back then, but what I want to talk about is the worse part after your loss of the loved ones.
