Starting My Life

One day, I saw a video on facebook about how to find happiness in yourself. It said that we, people, have to stop comparing ourselves with other people. After saw that video, it affect me a lot until now. As a people, it's undeniable that we always compare ourselves with other people. And other people is someone who's perfect figure for ourselves. The worst part of comparing ourselves is unhappy. Because of that comparing things, we are too busy to equalize our life with 'our perfect figure', no matter what it takes. And after that, we're just too tired to do our life because what we have done those whole time is just chasing after something which we can't reach. It's impossible to make ourselves same like 'our perfect figure'.

You know, it's happen on me too. I tend to observe my circumtance, my friends, what they've archieved in their life and feel so jealous with they achievement. Sometimes, I keep thinking "why I can't be like them?" "Why I'm like this, trapped in my own fear?" "Why I can't step out from my comfort zone?" Why, why, why and always why. And I realize, it slowly kills me. Kill my identity, kill my happiness. I jealous with other people can do and why I can't be like them.

Until I saw that video, it brought me to life. This whole time, I'm just chasing the sun. Everyone is perferct in their own way. I believe that somehow, if I work hard, I will be more way greater than them. I just have to find someway to increase my talent, my skills. And it goes same into you too. Instead wondering why I can't be like them, I begin to asked "why I should be like them?" :)